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P.T.P( Pay money To my Pain ) gene歌詞
1.gene(Instrumental)


2.Sweetest vengeance(Album mix)

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

Wait, I'm here. Don't leave me alone.
y'all misunderstand. I'm not that kinda guy.
Something is so strange and something isn't right.
Can I explain what I feel? yeah Just let me have some time.

Hate and rage are still by my side
when I control these feelings I'll become my one true self
An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.
suck it up for my vengeance.

It's easy to shut my mouth
So easy to give up on you
Now i've had enough time to think back
and I am ready to go

so here I go

So far away from home
but I'm still walking
and i've seen many strange things
people give me pain
people give me happiness
I turn away

I'm living in a dream
and I don't even know it
But I'll find who I could be
What am I looking for?
What am I singing for?
When does it end?

Here I come again
Take a look around now
Where'd everybody go
I've become alone

When the money is gone
I know most of you will leave
What's the last thing that I remember

I just wanna sing
Let me sing again

So far away from home
but I'm still walking
and i've seen many strange things
people give me pain
people give me happiness
I turn away

You're living in a lie
and I know that you know it
You just try to hide it
I don't sing for you
I don't feel for you
It's just who we are
But anyone can change
Anyone can change


3.Last wine

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

I've been here before
I've seen you before
Talk to me now I will show up for you
You're running again, you're a loser tripping around

You locked up the window to keep me inside
Bring it to me; I wanna taste my last wine
You brought it on your self
There is nowhere to go anywhere
Pour me my last wine

Don't break my heart
I'll be by your side
You make me wanna be with you
But you're always running away

We all can beat it
Don't cover your eyes
Coming for you
The death will be waiting
Don't turn away
Stop hiding yourself
Show me your soul
The gate is open

You set this up
To be on top
Cash in on me while I taste my last wine
Detend me now I suggest that when it's still a lie
When it's still a lie

I was gonna kill myself
Then you brought me my last wine


4.Truth fragile

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

Rise and fall the truth is behind
Make no choice for life or death
Shadows and fear they give me the reason
You might forget the forest is cold

Chase the line
Maybe a mistake
Choose your truth
It's fragile

Makes no sense
Unstable
That's the fact
Not a choice

Ask myself to live alone
I smell blood behind the door
Never escape these eyes are wise
Keep me up to cut my skin

I walk this path
Face up to my past, where's it go
I'll tell you the truth
Before I lose my control

Show me the way
I don't know which way I should go
Fall down again
But this time I'm not the only one

Which way, do you trust?
Which truth, do you believe?

Rise and fall the truth is behind
Make no choice for life or death
Shadows and fear they give me the reason
You might forget the forest is cold

Making no choice to live


5.Respect for the dead man featuring Ken & Teru from Crossfaith

作詞:K・Ken
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

Respect for the dead man
You are buried in a room
Respect for the dead man
The window won't open
Respect for the dead man
They all just opened
Respect for the dead man
It's coming to close the window

Once you learn, you will never get out
There is nothing you can do, there is nothing you can do
The window won't open
So you can't throw out yourself
You're just a passenger
And I'm a messenger

Pray to see
You were buried in the rooms
But the girl has fallen down
Let me open the window once again

Respect for the dead man
You are buried in a room
Respect for the dead man
The window won't open
Respect for the dead man
They all just opened
Respect for the dead man
It's coming to close the window

Once you learn, you will never get out
There is nothing you can do, there is nothing you can do
The window won't open
So you can't throw out yourself
You're just a passenger
And I'm a messenger

Pray to see
You were buried in the rooms
But the girl has fallen down
Let me open the window
So you can fly high again
It will never touch the ground

It was plain to see
You were buried in the rooms
But the girl has fallen down
Let me open the window once again

See the lights of illusion
It got you sense of the heartless pain
Let me open the window
Once again,,, once again

Falling into the hollow
And now you're standing on the edge
Leave all you fame, pride and fate in the room
with broken wings, you aim for the sun

I need you to fly, let me open the window
Once again

Pray to see
You were buried in the rooms
But the girl has fallen down
Let me open the window
So you can fly high again
It will never touch the ground

It was plain to see
You were buried in the rooms
But the girl has fallen down
Let me open the window once again


6.God drive

P.T.P×KYONO from WAGDUG FUTURISTIC UNITY/T.C.L
作詞:KYONO
作曲:Pay money To my Pain・KYONO

Dont press out.
Refrain, This song, Respect.
Next door, Over come,
God drive...

創造 破壊する この社会
羅列と描写
抑圧 保有する
群れを成す People.
Mess around...

Will Stand up, play,
stay loud!
We go to the ground.
Will Stand up, play,
stay loud Go!

Inside me, spread to the world.
And spread to the world...
My side, respect to the world.
respect to the world...

Break down,
Go! Dont press out.
In god drive.
Respect to the world...

構想 破壊する この世界
反動と描写
絶望 浮遊する 人々の中に
Mess around...

創造 破壊する この社会
羅列と描写
抑圧 保有する
群れを成す People.
Mess around...

Will Stand up, play,
stay loud!
and get your ground.
Will Stand up, play,
stay loud Go!

Inside me, spread to the world.
And spread to the world...
My side, respect to the world.
respect to the world...

This sound! Release!
Fly freely, now...

Dont press out!
Refrain, This song, Respect.
Next door,
So, get your ground.

Will Stand up, play!
stay loud!
Into the world...


7.Invisible night ~murderer~

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

I wanna take back
everything I had
you took what's mine
just give me back
my inner wings
so I can fly again
Just give in to me

This is the night
I will take it back from you

my everything (my everything)
you raped my gift

This is the sky
ill dive in head-first

so burning cold (so burning cold)
and fucking blue

I'm not suspect
In your murder
I'm not suspect
In your murderer
I'm not suspect
In your murder
I'm not suspect
you cunt

you do anything
to score some points

you're selling drugs (you're selling drugs)
then take'em back

you use anyone
just to get what you want

think you're in charge? (think you're in charge?)
go fuck yourself

you don't know anything
i'll educate
you don't know anything
you pawn

I wanna take back
everything I had
you took what's mine
just give me back
my inner wings
so I can fly again
Just give in to me

I wanna take back
everything I had
you cut me open
and crushed my bones
you tore my wings
so I can fly again
but no it's not the end


8.Resurrection

P.T.P×Masato from coldrain & 葉月 from lynch.
作詞:Masato
作曲:Pay money To my Pain・Masato

a cold and empty hole
the darkest place I know
is where I hid myself for so long
If I had just one wish I'd find a way to stay
stay inside forever all alone
but would you understand?
If I still wanted to change
throw it all away and start over again

take the air I'm breathing
suffocate my worn out soul
let my heart keep bleeding
because the more it hurts inside
is proof I'm still alive
take the air I'm breathing
let the pain become the knife
that kills what I've become

I've seen
all there is to see
the best and worst of me
so now it's time to face these enemies
all the demons inside me
they will never see the end of me
because this is my last resurrection

I looked the devil in the eye
watched his fire burn
it's not my time

take the air I'm breathing
suffocate my worn out soul
let my heart keep bleeding
because the more it hurts inside
is proof I'm still alive
take the air I'm breathing
let the pain become the knife
that kills what I've become

I've seen
all there is to see
the best and worst of me
so now it's time to face these enemies
all the demons inside me
they will never see the end of me
because this is my last resurrection

we shall see the sun forever
guide us through the pain and suffer
let his voice reside forever
loud and clear I hear him screaming
we shall see the sun forever
guide us through the pain and suffer
let his voice reside forever
loud and clear you're still here with me


9.Innocent in a silent room

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

you were all that I saw
but you said that i was blind
now i know what you meant
to me

there were words I should've said
there were things I wish i'd done
(I) wasn't who I could've been
That's why I'm here alone

I know why left me then
I know why you hurt me so
You set me free, you let me leave
I've never felt this pain

In time I'll let it go
Someday I'll be ok
Just gotta know, I'll make it through
I know what you did for me

Don't look down, take a step
Time to wake up from your dream?
Ive been gone so far
I know

There is something I don't know
That I am really supposed to know
When you were mine I remembered them
But now I'm on my own

Just let me outta here
too quiet in my room
So many times I've made mistakes
and I know this is wrong

in this small silent world
I just can't make any noise
from time to time
I wanna quit
but maybe not today
No not today

What if I say, I give this up
Would you still call my name
The game is over
We're outta line

Can't rewind passing time
Not even you
Don't you ever feel
None of us are innocent

Have you realized
You're one of them
I know why left me then
I know why you hurt me so

You set me free, you let me leave
I've never felt this pain
In time I'll let it go
Someday I'll be ok

Just gotta know, I'll make it through
I know what you did for me
I know why left me then
I know why you hurt me so

You set me free, you let me leave
I've never felt this pain
In time I'll let it go
Someday I'll be ok

Just gotta know, I'll make it through
I know what you did for me

Just try to see it my way


10.Illumination

P.T.P×JESSE from RIZE/The BONEZ
作詞:JESSE
作曲:Pay money To my Pain・JESSE

I'm filled with a lots of questions
Too many to answer and I'm losing my patience
Now, see just like I mentioned
Already my anger has appeared in sentence
Moving me away so fast it seems endless
Making me want to regret, then I'm speechless
Don't take my words away ill lose my sharpness
Then I'll be lost in the world of darkness
Losing my self again, then I should be sorry?
There goes another one, hate her or love her now
Losing you will kill me, then I should be lonely
There goes another one, hate her or love her now
I might not have those apecially abilities
But I'm sure that I'm filled with curiosity
Nothing to be sorry and that's philosophy
From a mother that runs in the family

Hey look at the sky
The moon shines
Hey look up the sky
The moon shine
Glow just glow illuminate

Beautiful but deadly and it comes daily
love it or not, it sure loves you with a heart beat
why do my feelings cause trouble
peoples looking down on me and its understandable
still asking why is this, why is that a puzzle
little imagination gets atepped in a puddle
mortified thoughts and ideas are so gulliible
but making sure that I still have my shovel
keep digging and believe, after the tunnel
you might find someone that feels all your struggle
you and me we might make a good couple
we could build a place called home, our castle
Im living proof, I do things to prove
for who?I don't even know to I care or do you?
I thought so, nobody knows and thats ok
just don't let your fire ran away
ask me how because its simple but its difficult
mind gets twisted in a test like riddle
nothing to be sorry were still in the middle
of a faze to become that perfect circle


11.Voice

P.T.P×Taka from ONE OK ROCK
作詞:Taka
作曲:Pay money To my Pain・Taka

Through all of this noise
Chasing a shadow
Why looking for answers, just leaves a question?
Behind the notes
And outside the lines
What you left behind
What I feel inside
I hear your voice...

鳴り響いた 何かを知らすためのサイレン
ほら 今日もここにはまだ 気づかぬふりして歩く人
過ぎゆく時の中に 僕らは何を見つけだして
まだ見ぬ未来に何を抱くことができる?

Through all of this noise
Chasing a shadow
Why looking for answers, just leaves a question?
Behind the notes
And outside the lines
What you left behind
What I feel inside
I hear your voice...

鳴り終わる その音はその後もまだ僕らのカラダん中
残響が埋め尽くしている
そこから聞こえてくるモノは言葉やメロディではなくて
今も僕の中で生きている彼の声

Through all of this noise
Chasing a shadow
Why looking for answers, just leaves a question?
Behind the notes
And outside the lines
What you left behind
What I feel inside

We are your voice
We are still with you
When you can't speak, with so much to say
More than a word
More than a melody
What you left behind
What I feel inside
I hear your voice...

Through all of this noise
Chasing a shadow
Why looking for answers, just leaves a question?
Behind the notes
And outside the lines
What you left behind
What I feel inside

We are your voice
We are still with you
When you can't speak, with so much to say
More than a word
More than a melody
What you left behind
What I feel inside

We're not alone...

Through all of this noise
Chasing a shadow
Why looking for answers, just leaves a question?
Behind the notes
And outside the lines
What you left behind
What I feel inside

We are your voice
We are still with you
When you can't speak, with so much to say
More than a word
More than a melody
What you left behind
What I feel inside


12.Rain

作詞:K
作曲:Pay money To my Pain

Sometimes I wanna know why
One day I'm gonna realize

I think of you
In this freezing rain
It chills my heart
I've felt this lost before

I've tried my best
From the time we met
If I could start again
I'd make the same mistakes

When I close my eyes
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything
Would it still end?

I let you slide away

This time it's too late

The rain has stopped
But the streets are wet
The sky turns gray
It's the same everyday

Your philosophy
Is the opposite of me
But in the end
All I want is to understand

When I close my eyes
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything
Would it still end?

Sometimes I wanna know why
I let you slide away
One day I'm gonna realize
This time it's too late

If I change my view
The way I look at you
If I could rewrite everything
How would it end?

Somewhere I know that there's sun
But our clouds, they block the way
I swear, I'm gonna find out
Before it's too late

I think of you
In this freezing rain
It chills my heart
I've felt this lost before

I've tried my best
From the time we met
If I could start again
I'd make the same mistakes

Your philosophy
Is the opposite of me
But in the end
All I want is to understand

When I close my eyes
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything
Would it still end?

Sometimes I wanna know why
I let you slide away
One day I'm gonna realize
This time it's too late

If I change my view
The way I look at you
If I could rewrite everything
How would it end?

Somewhere I know that there's sun
But our clouds, they block the way
I swear, I'm gonna find out
Before it's too late

When I close my eyes
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything
Would it still end?

Sometimes I wanna know why
I let you slide away
One day I'm gonna realize
This time it's too late